ok...i think its time to at least start blogging.Well, i juz got back my report book yesterday. Damn crapped. coulda have done better. Didnt noe why. Maybe i'm juz tt stupid. Perhaps so. i thought my results were satisfactory though, but my parents obviously didnt thought the way i did. Shooting was screwed up too. When tt coach came. Great. I shan't name her. Not if i'll get sued for some defamation or shit stuff. Crapped. I was juz sitting in the range all day seeing other ppl shoot. my day turned slightly better though, when i played soccer with zu yao and sean. the bowen guys doesnt seem so strong after all, but well, tts all. Got a left foot full of blisters and a bad cramp.

its juz tt some times i wonder wads the meaning of life. Every night, i juz stare at the ceiling and ask myself that question. Live for the sake of living? tts pathetic. But tt has been wad i've been doing for the past fourteen years. If life was juz to make the world a better place to live in. i dun find the point to live.

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